RonRon

Once again, see yea!

2012-02-14T21:20:00.000-08:00

Without any sense, I have came back to Malaysia for a month. Before that, I was looking forward to reunion with my family, friends, teachers and etc, hope that I can land at KLIA as soon as possible. I did not let anyone of them know I was going back, except my best friend, as well as my personal secretary, Lai. It was a surprise for them! I did it^^

After a month, it's the time to go back, to face the coming challenge. Actually, it's quite stressful studying in Taiwan, but it's where I can receive the best education with my family financial ability. Despite it's very pressure and lonely over there, but I will still keep it up because this is what I should do as I born into this world. It's a mission given naturally.

Honestly, I haven't finish what I wish to do here. A lot, lot, lots... Feel regret that I did not grab the opportunity to do what I wanted to. But I am still very happy with the return. I have met lots of "long time no see" friends. Some of them are not longer available, some are back to available... Before I leave, I wanna tell my friends that I am very happy to hang out with you guys. Even though some of you can't make it, but still, thank you very much. At least you guys try to! And I wanna congratulate ky square. All the best to you guys, and remember to send me invitation card if both of you are stepping into the red carpet! Hahahaha =D

To Y and C: Forgiving others is also forgiving yourself, don't punish yourself by remembering someone's fault. Smile always =) No matter what happen, I am still here to accompany both of you!

Thank you so much to tigers for playing such a wonderful play. It was really close and exciting. Anyway, we made it again! We are the champion!!! Hope that you guys are able to own the coming competition. Make me proud of you guys. Show them how strong the tigers are, take back what it should belongs to us, no MERCY...

Hope that I am able to see you guys next year, see yea!!!

过去的今天

2012-02-13T09:19:00.000-08:00

人总渴望被爱，总望有人爱。

而我也不赖！

我可是人见人爱，车见车在，再见？不用说！肯定是更可爱。

这不是我自恋哦！是我姨丈对我的印象。

以前的我总是希望被人爱。

现在的我才了解，我最应该给人爱。

许多人觉得很无奈，因为不被爱，也没人爱。

但其实，我们还在被朋友和家人爱。

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今天是情人节！

祝天下的情侣，情人节快乐^^

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今天也是单身节！

祝天下的单身汉，单身节快乐^^

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也祝世间的兄弟姐妹们，活得快快乐乐^^

很靠近，却很遥远

2012-02-07T07:41:00.000-08:00

两年前，曾经有机会！但为了将来，选择离开到国外升照。两年后的今天，依然是朋友，依然互相放炸弹，依然有说有笑。但，失去了与对方在一起的时光。也在两年后的今天，看见一对似情侣又不是情侣的朋友在终点徘徊，犹豫不断…… 真让我看不过眼！一个尝试踏出最后一部，一个害怕而退缩。理由？不知道。爱情本来是一件很单纯的感觉，但就是有人想太多而不敢去爱。每次说我也不和她一样，可是我总说：“mine de different situation k?”我已讲得不想讲了！如果我没离开，我相信我可以。给两位朋友的几句话：把握！千万要把握。对自己好一点，因为人生只有一次；对别人好一点，因为不一定有下次。最后，还是要说“加油”！无论是哪一方，加油！

希望，明白

2012-02-05T19:10:00.000-08:00

Hope you know, but don't dare to tell! Scared is the reason why... Although it's impossible to achieve the goal without stepping out my first step, but... I'll stay still!

团聚

2012-01-28T11:10:00.000-08:00

今天一早便和一群小学同学一起到朋友家去拜年，看到许多十年不见的朋友，也拿了很多红包。看见小学同学们由小学到中学，由中学入大学！只能说岁月不留人，一直不停地走啊走，从来没休息过。虽然很久不见，但还是有共同的话题聊，而且还聊个不停，笑个不停。好彩没笑到嘴巴抽筋，牙齿掉落！到了傍晚，我便到黄老师家去拜年吃晚餐。在那里，我也看见了许多中学的同学。女的都变美了，女大十八变；男的都变帅，除了我。老师呢？依旧如此，十年不变，一样的大肚量。哈哈哈…… 还有，我迟到了一小时四十五分钟，超不准时的。PAISEH PAISEH!!!我也不好意思跟老师拿红包了，但他最后还是给了，所以我只好接受。哈哈哈…… 在还没到老师家前，我已有心理准备会被炸，而且是不停地被炸。结果，实现了。其实，我早已习惯了！毕竟已被炸了接近三年的时间，有谁会不习惯呢？无论如何，大家还是很开心，我也很开心，大家有说有笑，开心就好^^ 老师则不停地放炮到我这里，我也不停地防守，但还是被攻破了，因为还有乱党在一旁助攻，炸得我快招架不住了。在最后，我还是希望大家每年都能聚在一起，联络感情，友谊长存。但我想，我会被炸的事实应该会到我结婚后才有可能会停止吧?!?! 但还是感恩，感恩！

大年初一

2012-01-23T08:01:00.000-08:00

好不容易等到我期待已久的农历新年。这一天对我来说可真是个大日子，毕竟我已流浪在外快长达一年了！今天一大早就被老爸叫醒。起床时，只能说好兴奋，但好累哦！为什么呢？哈哈…… 只能说是自己没安排睡眠时间。曼联对上阿申纳叻，身为一位运动员的我，哪里可以不看？你说对不对？对嘛，这是一定要的啊！起床后当然是冲洗咯。换上我在台湾买的新衣新裤，还有新腰带 =) 然后呢？当然是到婆婆家去拜年啦！“恭喜发财，恭喜发财” 到了婆婆家就只听见这几句祝贺语。新的一年真的应该要发一下财，这样才像新年嘛（只针对小孩子）。至于大人嘛？当然是要破财后发财啦！这样我们才有红包拿啊。吃了婆婆为我们用爱心准备的早餐后，我面便像往年般地去拜拜。希望在新的一年人人身体健康，不是针对我个人而已哦 ^^ 不知不觉，又到了午餐的时候！吃啊吃，新年就是要不停地吃。下午我到底吃了什么？愕！我忘了?!?! 糟了，这是老人痴呆的迹象吗？不会吧？大年初一就有好预兆？好像是…… 真的忘了。算了吧！吃完了后，我们便到姨婆家去拜年。这是惯例，每年一定的行程。我和表兄弟姐妹们最喜欢到姨婆家了，因为姨婆会为我们准备许多好吃的零食！哈哈哈…… 有新年的气氛哦。吃着吃着，我又在吃了…… 吃得是福！希望我能分享我的福分到世界各地 =) 今天的行程就差不多到这里了。过后的就有点无聊了，但对我来说太珍贵，就是睡觉。睡得也是福！哈哈哈哈哈…… 无论如何，在新的一年里，祝大家身体健康、万事不求如意，但求精进、智慧充满。在新的一年，我也希望自己能找到“新”的。哈哈哈…… 希望如此！

摆脱、寻找、加油、追求

2012-01-21T09:39:00.000-08:00

终于回到自己熟悉的地方，熟悉的环境，熟悉的车辆…… 也在此时，我终于可以大声地说“我摆脱了”！而且是超大声的哦。如果是一个月前的我，应该只能说“我应该摆脱了吧”，而且还带有点心虚，无可否认。昨天刚与一年没见的朋友们见面，超开心的。但也有点遗憾，因为有许多我想见的人都没出现。无论如何，我还是心满意足了，感恩！感谢所有出席的人，也感谢那些没出席的人，毕竟人各有事。今天我也向某某人吐了许多真心话，感觉蛮舒服的！也感谢她给与的金玉良言。我是不是应该勇敢些？可是好远哦！远于台湾与马来西亚之间的距离。可能会到达欧洲至台湾的距离也说不定。我曾经在这里写过许多的心声。但这次，我不敢透露太多了，怕会走入陌生的途径！但很奇怪的是，人嘛，还是希望她懂。但又害怕她懂…… 无奈！人真的很麻烦。更何况是人仁？还多了一个人…… 更加麻烦！不要误会哦。这次我写的她已是另一个她。人总是要摆脱，再寻找，再加油，再追求。庆幸的是，我很快地找到了！感觉上好像有点太快了。哈哈…… 真得不可思议。但无论如何，希望这次会更好！可是要更好的前提是，我必须踏出第一步，很困难的第一步！只能说，加油加油加油……

Fact

2011-12-26T10:41:00.000-08:00

It has passed for a month... How do I feel now? Unanimously, better! But I am still afraid of facing her... Afraid of her innocent face, smile, everything... 3 weeks to go, back to where I should be.Few days ago, we had a little interaction through FB. I was very happy even though the fact is still the fact... Hope there will be a chance for me, just like what the theme song of my page trying to deliver!I am worrying of what should I do when my friends and I are hanging out including her?!?! It's impossible for me to act like "what's happening? oh! really?". Despite, it is still hardly for me to say "cngtraz!!!". Although that's what I should do, but it's too difficult and it hurts... Perhaps, I can just stay at home, accompany my family or hang out with my teammates and coach?!?! The truth is, it can be anyone, but, honestly... not her! Here comes another problem. What if her best friend and I plan to go somewhere else? She will definitely bring her together... OH gosh! What should I do in order to let me feel better in front of her???

BETTER

2011-12-06T08:44:00.001-08:00

Today is the 10th day after the unfortunate incident. It was suffering and depressing! Suffered by the fact, the fact of losing something... Depressed by the thing I lost... Well, it's still a shinny day after the rain! The sun is still hanging brightly on the sky, the flowers are still showing their beauty to the world, the bees are still working as well as the ants. The world is still as wonderful as before, everything is still as fine as before. Today, I went to Taipei to meet with my Chinese teacher, Mr.Bong! We met in Cheng Ping bookstore of Shi Lin. I am so happy to have the chance to meet with him in Taiwan. It was a rare opportunity, and I made it! After that, we found a coffee shop and had a cup of coffee. Once again I was surprised by the price of the coffee and foods serve by the shop... So EXPENSIVE!!! Anyway, thanks for the coffee and cake from Mr.Bong. The coffee was very nice as well as the cheese cake^^ We had a wonderful talk in the shop! Bu3, my basketball team, panda, little panda and so so much more we have talked about... It will be better if Shao Yong was there, but he couldn't make it because he is having an exam tomorrow. All the best to him and "one road smooth wind" to Mr.Bong. I will visit you when I am back to Malaysia and get ang pau from you^^ Besides that, I will bring lots lots lots of people together... MLY, Michael Khai, Zi Yi, Zhi San... haha =D See you next year!!!

有如天气般冷

2011-12-02T20:16:00.001-08:00

台湾已渐渐入冬……寒冷的天气搭配寒冷的心，简直是绝配！事情已过了大约一星期，冷却的心还是结着冰，可能很难溶成水，更别想能像以往般的沸腾。不知为什么，这已是我在台湾过的第二个冬，可是这次的冷却是打从心底的冷，而且冷得有点可怕。自从那天，每晚都在梦中度过，没有一晚的安宁。思路图也被打乱，精神快到达崩溃的阶段，心情是冷的！无论如何，在我觉得精疲力尽、心酸无奈的时候，还有朋友安慰。虽然起不了多大的作用，但至少有缓和我当下的心情。也有朋友在曾此时用这件事来作弄我，我只能无言地接受，因为不想给无为的回答。这几天都在听歌，希望能借此消愁。但过了这些日子，只是发觉在自欺欺人，没效。希望这心情不会持续到我回国，因为回国也意味着我要面对事实的时候了。已答应朋友会与他们出来聚一聚，想反悔也不行。很害怕面对面的情况！应该装热情？还是表露自己的心情？或把以往的笑容挂在脸上，装没事？现在只能用课业的挤压来压着我的心情，唯一的方法，应该也是最好的方法。

還是朋友

2011-11-26T21:53:00.001-08:00

他有點傷心！傷心的不是因為失去，而是因為不被告知。就算不是如願以償，他也會給予你深深的祝福吧？！？！雖然沒能達成目標，但至少他曾經試著去完成。但依然半途而廢，不是因為膽怯，而是害怕將來應面對的問題。問題不在溝通，而是距離！很多人說距離不是問題，他也這樣認為。可是當事實擺在眼前，輪不到他說這不是一個問題。感謝2009和2010，因為這是回憶的開端。也很感謝2011，這事故事的高潮。無論如何，他還是希望你能讓他繼續現在的感覺、熱情與思念。在回憶中的2009，你給他的第一個印象是，os：＂這女孩是誰啊？看起來就像個小孩子嘛！form2還是form3的學生？為甚麼到我們的班來？這裡可是form4的班叻……是不是迷路了，還是進錯了班？如果是進錯班，那有好戲可看了！哈哈哈……＂現在他回憶起當時的情景，只能說太有趣的開端了。有多少故事的開端是如此？在2009的某某一天，他們有了第一次的對話：＂eh　***** ******......為甚麼你看起來那麼像小孩子？＂＂什麼？（快氣爆的樣子）你才像小孩子叻！＂＂（驚訝的樣子）你才像！＂＂（不服輸的樣子）你才真正的像！＂......就這樣鬧到不知什麼時候？！2009是開心的，是趨近於完美的！也是故事的源頭！＂eh ***** ******!在你還沒跟我同班以前，有沒有聽說過我的名字？＂＂有啊！不知道什麼*** ******的。聽起來很出名，很了不起的樣子。cheh......（不削的樣子）原來才不過如此。＂＂（被氣爆的眼神）什麼不過如此？！難道不是有如聽說中的嗎？老實點告訴我喔！＂＂er...事有點啦！但沒有聽說中的那麼特別！只是一個比較高的男孩子罷了！＂......就這樣地不知有了第幾次的交談。總於2010了！這是才是事情的開始。在這期間，他很像對你說心中的話，可是想想自己已做的某個決定，決定恨下心不講。而且他也不知道你心中對他的看法是什麼？！他深怕被拒絕，因為被拒絕後，可能以後相處時會尷尬，交談不再自然。就這樣地，就來要畢業了！許多人告訴他向你說出心中的一切，但他依然堅持自己的決定。在聖誕節那晚，他傳了簡訊問你最想要的聖誕節禮物是什麼？你說：＂Lol...santa santa，我想要收到一份有意義及親手做的禮物。:)wakaka...just kidding only...＂雖然你說你只是在開玩笑，但他卻很像完成你的心願。最後他決定了自己親手做一個！他約了你和幾位朋友到ou。他在你還沒到前的兩小時已在那裏尋找著要親手做一份禮物的材料了。在其他朋友的建議下，他總於買好了。回到家，立刻開始做。Ei...材料不夠耶？沒關係，他又請了一位朋友到原來的店再幫他買一些。買了回來又繼續地做。不知不覺，他已做了大約三個禮拜一，也總於做好了。但他沒立刻給你，因為他還有一個MASTER PLAN。到了2011，他到外國去打比賽去了。在比賽的期間，他不停地尋找要買給你的手信和你即將到來的生日禮物。找著找著，最總還是找到了！在這準備的過程中，他好像沒什麼讓別人知道，只是自己默默地做，默默地籌備與準備。總於從外國回來了。他還在煩惱禮物盒的問題。由於準備的禮物太多，很難找到適合的禮物盒。結果他自己找了一個盒子，買了禮物紙，自己開時做禮物盒。總於到了你生日那天。他請了他最要的兄弟專程載他到你家，結果你不在。他當時又點不知所措，結果把他轉交給你的姊姊，在又你姊姊交給你。他希望你會喜歡他所準備的一切。在裡頭還寫了一封信。信的內容其實很簡單，但裡頭其實也間接告訴了你他對你的感覺，不知你知不知道。結果，他就這樣地離開了到外國升學去了。人雖然在外國，但依然無法把你忘懷。他把你送他的禮物放在床頭，希望每晚睡覺前能看見你送他的禮物，也代表看見了你；在每早起身時，也能看見你送他的禮物，也是代表著你。日子一天一天地過去，你也有了自己的朋友，有了自己的空間，也有了自己的另一半！但......他，依然會繼續對你的感覺！

祝福

2011-11-26T08:23:00.001-08:00

祝福你+們相處合融融但還是有一句話要說謝謝^^

English? Malay?

2011-11-05T10:41:00.000-07:00

為了保護自身安全，所以我選用中文兼繁體字來表達我對主國最近實施的教學政策的感想。忘了在哪一年，我國政府做了一個為人驚悚的決定，就是將英文作為數學與科學的教學語言。這個政策可說是我在主國生活這麼多年裡聽過最好的決定（真心話）！經過了幾年的歲月，我國的英語水平很明顯的有很大的提升。在今年的年頭，我國還被列為亞洲英文水準最好的國家。這篇報導是我在yahoo裡看見的。當時心裡默默地說＂這哪有可能啊？＂不過事實擺在眼前，輪不到你不相信。這也證明了當事的首相－敦馬哈迪醫生做了一個很好的決定。是他將我國帶入國際，走向國際。在目前，他還是我心裡馬來西亞的No.1首相（這不意味先今的首相不好）。除此之外，利用英文教學也能讓學生在大學前打好英文基礎，以便在大學能更快地適應大學生活與教學語言。除了許多西方國家在大學理所當然地利用英文為大學語言教材，就連台灣，一個注重傳統文化的國家，在大學也利用英文做為教學主語。除此之外，台灣生在高中是必須通過一個全民英文檢測，通過了才能上大學。由於我的人現在處於台灣，蠻了解這裡的教學方式，所以才會提到台灣。在台灣，本地生都很羨慕馬來西亞的同學，英為我們能掌握多個語言。＂Eh人仁（我的名字），你會多種語言啊？＂＂Er... 我會中文、英文、馬來文、廣東和福建。＂＂哇！超屌的！＂這是我剛入大學時，常常被問到的問題和得到的回答。自古以來，馬來西亞人最出名的就是語言能力。通常我們都能掌握兩種語言或以上，這是我們的特色。無論到世界的那個角落，我們都能不畏懼地跟當地人溝通。給現在的馬來西亞教育部長的一段話：＂我張人仁，出生於馬來西亞的雪蘭莪州，今年18歲，現在在台灣國立清華大學就讀工業工程與工業管理系。在這裡，透過網路，我得知主國要將馬來文做為數理學科的主要語言教材。當時，我的心裡只有一個遺憾浮出，＂現在馬來西亞的學生真慘，他們未來的路一定很辛苦如果這政策真的被施行。除此，他們會逐漸遠離國際，接近被遺忘的道路。＂在這裡，我真心地希望政府能慎重考慮這課題。這不是關於馬來文在國際或本國的地位了，而是關於國家、人民、學生等的未來。無論英文在我國多普及地被實用，馬來文還是我國的國語。就連台灣也能做到這點了，為甚麼我們－馬來西亞不行呢？＂上文全屬個人意見，共做參考。

Titleless

2011-10-30T01:30:00.000-07:00

It has been quite long that I left my blog not updated... Since after I came to Tsing Hua, life is being busy and living with packed-schedule! Almost wake up at 7.30 in the morning, sleep at 2 in the morning... It sounds kinda weird, sleep in the morning, wake up in the morning?!?! Yeah, this is what people called university life. Life with full of disarrangement. You will never know what time you would have your meals! You will never know that couldn't you finish up your homework! Everything is being unknown now, and I am suffering about it... Studying in Taiwan is not the best but it's the best among the worst! Why would I say that? That's because everything here is all about "Beethoven", it's what we called 背多分 in Chinese. It means that the more u memorize, the higher points you can score in exam!!! I prefer practical studies!!! That's the way how I survive until now... Sigh... Anyway, I am still appreciate that I have the chance to come overseas and study. Compare to many many of my friends, I am still considered as the LUCKY one =)

第一周

2011-09-16T09:44:00.000-07:00

终于完成了大学的第一周！该怎么形容我的心情呢？应该是既好奇又无聊吧?!?! 为什么会无聊呢？我也不知道 =.= 10成应该是教授们都太有深度了吧！呵呵……尤其是上物理课的时候，简直是被教授弄得团团转。第一章拿出大刀挥来挥去——相对论…… 我能做什么？除了无奈还是无奈。也只能硬着头皮赶上教授的进度。除此之外，我在课堂上还遇到一个很倒霉的事！好冷~好冷~ 冷气机就在我的左上方，一直不停地往我吹…… 当时简直就冷到不能专心听老师上课嘛。已在清大过了17天！这里可真得配得上经典的一句话，“好山好水，好无聊！”这句话可以很明确地形容我在这山明水秀的大学的感想。学校坐落在半山，校园里有4个湖，然后最重要的是他离新竹市区有一段距离，所以好无聊。在这里遇到了许多不同种类的人，我指的不是肤色，而是人格！有友善的；有好玩的；有勤劳的；更有少不了的高傲的！在大学可说是在一个小社会里生活与学习，我们必须学会一人沟通，也必须学会与环境沟通。总而言之，有好多好多东东等着我去学习的。但在这个当下，我学会了一件事情，也是我父亲一直告诉我的事，就是做人不能太天真。我现在真真体会到了。在这小社会里，有又奸又坏的人！那好人要怎么办呢？好人必须比他们更奸，但必须奸的正直，这可是做好人的前提！好的也说了，坏的也说了。那就讲讲生活上的困难吧！金钱是一个很重大的问题。进了这小社会，你必须学习自力更生。没钱的时候学习找口饭吃；学业上出问题时找教授、副教授或学长出来好好熬夜一番（熬夜只能找学长那个啦 =P）。要考试时，就不要熬夜了！平时就好好熬夜吧。物理、微积分、工程导论、计算机语言等等的必修课挤得我喘不过气来了…… 就只有今天会比较闲空，那就是星期五^^ hmmm... 其实我想找一份工作，填填自己金钱的困缺。很可惜，暂时还没找到一份适合的！我所谓的适合不是自己喜欢的哦！而是可以配合我的上课时间的。找不到、找不到、找不到…… 苦恼！好啦！竟然如此，我只好省、省、省…… 省点用！无论如何，还是要在最后一句替自己加油！加油加油加油……！

Life is a race

2011-08-27T22:07:00.000-07:00

Some people live with happiness... Some people live with sadness... Some people live with anxiety... Besides, sometimes you just can't imagine why some people can live without any worries!

How about my life? Hmmm... The best word to describe my life is EXCITEMENT!!! Haha =)

Why?

Since I was 14, I was chosen to join the basketball team of my school, which is one of the best team in Malaysia, no doubt... I got my first gold medal for my first tournament surprisingly!

When I was 14, I represented Petaling Jaya to play for MSSS! Surprisingly, I got my first gold medal in this stage and it's also my first time in this stage!

One year later... I was 15... I went for another MSSS game, which was a very important game for 15! We were shocked by our first game... We lost... We were so disappointed and feel so down... Luckily, there was a man who motivated us, who gave us hope! At the end, we still won the tournament =)

We continued our win-win journey in the district games, which is MSSD!

I am proud to be a part of my team, honestly... It's a pride to be in there!

Finally, I was graduated. With our parents support, my teammate, coach and I went to China to play some basketball games there... We play with the best high school in China! It was a very good experience I had in my life. It's hard to imagine when there were more than a thousand people sitting in the auditorium and look at you play basketball! I felt like I am just a like a NBA player man... Hahaha =P DREAMING

Before our very nice China trip, we also represented Malaysia to play for Asia High School Tournament! Unfortunately, we only got third for that...

With much of luck, I chose to study in Taiwan, where my seat is pressuring on now! With more and more of luck, I was about to study in one of the best university in Taiwan, which is Taiwan National Tsing Hua University^^ PROUD!!!

Before I enter my UNI, which is now, I mean the moment I am writing all these stuff! I got a feeling which is bad for another person, and I don't know whether this feeling is good for me or not??? I am so confusing now... Very confusing... Should I tell my feeling to the 'another person'! I am afraid that I will hurt that person if I tell... But I am afraid too if I don't... What should I do man??? Honestly... I shouldn't did that if this is the final result I got... Haiz...

Just wanna say... I am not fully ready yet~!

What should I do?

“撞墙”

2011-06-23T23:46:00.000-07:00

刚过的下学期期中考是我在台湾的第一个噩梦！噩梦！噩梦！（呐喊）
考什么，就读什么，结果就忘什么…… 无奈 =.=
坐在考场，头脑一片空白。无论是多熟悉的数字、文字、符号…… 都被我忘得一清二楚 T.T
感到伤心及痛恨自己！为什么在这重要关头献给自己这一份“大礼”？
考试前没玩通宵读书；考试时早睡早起，可是精神却比通宵读书来的差。带着熊猫般的脸色“上场”，带着睡猪般的精神“出场”……
进入倒数的一个月了！我还能做什么呢？冲？
咳…… 无论如何，希望能考进自己理想的大学！因为我还有一个<愿>需要完成

Frenzzzz

2011-05-20T20:04:00.000-07:00

To ......:
How I think about my friends?
The first person I will think about my friend is "Small Lai"!!! Hehe... As all my friends know^^ I remember I had quarrel with him when we were young... What do I meant by young? When we were 12 to 14! We always had an argument... Because we had different view of point! But no matter how, we are still the best friend for each of us... No one can crew us up... Many people like to ask us "Aren't both of you brothers?" No... We are not... But we are like brothers with different type of blood^^

How about you? Who is the first person appear in your mind when people talk about friends?

When I was 14, I met a girl who is a bit "ki xiao"(Cantonese)! She likes to eat very much, like a pig as I always tell her that... She realized that, but she just can't change it, because eating has became part of her live... The first thing came into my mind when I had my first sight at her is "Wow... Who is this girl! She is pretty!" We always ask each other "Eh! How do we get to know each other in the first time?" But... No one knows the answer, neither me nor her... Haha^^ It's fate, make us met each other!!! Miracle happen every day! Do you know why? Who know that her house is just right opposite of my grandma house?!?! Haha... Both of us always laugh at it...

I just had a wonderful high school journey! You know why? Haha... I met another girl who had became one of the 8 important people in my life!!! The first thing came into my mind about her is "Wow... She is pretty and smart weih..." LOL! Another pretty girl!?!?! Are there so many pretty girls in my high school? Yea, there are^^ She is really smart... As smart as... Er... ME=) *PERASAN* And time past slowly and it made 3 of us always stay close together!!! What did we do together? We gossip about others rumors... We share our secret... We made promise to each other that we will keep in touch wherever and whenever we are...

But... As time past slowly, we had graduated, and 3 of us are separated to different places... I had chose to pursue my study in Taiwan! Both of them chose to take Form 6 in Malaysia. The first thing that will go to our mind is, both of them will definitely choose to study in the same school! But the fact is they do not... Why? Because they had an argument... What are they arguing about? I have no idea?!?!
Yo friends... We were the best gang among all the gangs, we laugh the loudest in the class... We talked the most that everybody thought I am one of both of you bf... But what had happened to both of you? Chill man... Our friendship can solve every difficulties that we face... No one can brake it... I hope so... I know so do both of you!!!

At the end, I wish I would hear some good news from both of you... ^^ SINCERELY

好聚好散

2011-05-19T07:17:00.000-07:00

在三個月前，我離開了培育我長大的馬來西亞！當時的心情是很捨不得的……在那時我才真正了解什麼叫離別.我離開了父母、弟弟、家人、朋友、同學、隊友、教練…… 就在最近，我得知一位在我中學生涯中很重要的“半人半動物”也要離開馬來西亞到英國去留學了，如果沒收錯消息的話！嗨…… 本以為在明年的農曆新年就可以與他見面，人算不如天算，恐怕是沒機會了……“朋友”啊！請問你要去多久呢？農曆新年時會回去馬來西亞嗎？如果你讀到我此刻的心情你肯定哭得半死吧?!?!哈哈=D
無論如何，祝你一路順風！

What Happen???

2011-04-02T22:34:00.001-07:00

What happen to me recently? It was all mess after I have been to Taiwan... I have experienced in failing MATH! Which I had not ever tried before in Malaysia... Besides, physics drives me like CRAZY... Both of these subjects were my 'favorite'! But now, they smudged on my results... What happened???

Fresh Environment and Experience

2011-02-26T21:20:00.000-08:00

Today is the 12th day of my new try out in Taiwan! It's pretty sunny compare to past few days... It was freezing! Two days ago, I planned to go back to Malaysia. This is because there's no courses that I interested offered by all the universities in Taiwan... I was struggling of to make a wise decision. I was pretty afraid of making a decision that I'll regret forever. I had asked for my friends and parents opinion. Most of my friends suggested me to go back and pursue my studies... In other hand, my father had analysed all the aspect that I have to consider of... Anyway, he will support any of my decision, as long as I can study with happiness^^ In the end, I am still the one who need to make the final decision... STRUGGLING! I was confusing... Before I slept, I keep thinking of my final decision, because there's no much time for me to consider! In a sudden,“煩惱無盡誓愿斷” flashed by my mind. In the mean while, I had decided to continue my studies in Taiwan. Although I know I will loss lots opportunities in Malaysia... But I wish that I could have a different experience besides in Malaysia. Perhaps lots off people will say that I am stupid or whatever, but I will not regret of the decision I had made =) In the end, I hope that all my family members and friends will support me... Their supports are my inner energy to keep me on my way...

新的一页

2010-12-21T22:25:00.000-08:00

好久没抒发心情了，小学式的“心血来潮”想写写部落格=）
高中统考终于落幕了（松一口气）！考完华语（最后一张试卷）八天后的今天，才发觉这八天有如八年般长?!?!天天重复着同样的步伐，起床、吃饭、睡觉、练球、看电影……好像都把考试前所安排好的节目都完成了，即无聊，又闷！考试完后的日子真的很轻松，但却缺少了一种充实感。每天都好像没方向般地过着。不用读书、温习功课、做功课、早睡早起等等学生的日子。这不是我很向往的日子吗？但怎么现在觉得这种轻松的日子显得有些无聊、空虚和漫长？而且，我还开始有点想念上学的日子；想念班上的猪朋狗友；想念老师的责骂、称赞、唠叨……的声音；想念不被尊敬的校长和副校长；想念繁重的课业。我是怎么了啊？变得更成熟了吗？为什么不再讨厌这从前厌倦的日子？由幼稚园升上小学，再由小学升上中学；由天真、活泼、可爱的幼儿变成志气满满的儿童，由志气满满的儿童变成叛逆的青少年，再由此变成怀念从前的有为青年……变变变……人生真的变化无穷啊！
好啦，今天就在此停笔！不，应该是在此停止手指运动^^
本尊又要回到球场上去练球啦，byebye ^_^

第一次的赤裸

2010-10-13T02:19:00.000-07:00

预考刚结束，心情总算轻松多了，但这这也象征着大考的来临！昨天刚得知华文的成绩，难以接受自己眼前的数目字。心里浮现的除了失望，还是失望，而且是极度的失望，不知如何是好。我一直以来都自认华文为我的“强项”，还是超强的那种哦！结果……顿时间，我觉得自己好赤裸哦，这才知道原来一向来自认为“强项”的强项都是自己对自己一种虚假的肯定。咳……我应该怎么做呢？我的信心会因此被吞没吗？被吞没以后我能自拔吗？我又该如何自拔呢？还是应该避免被吞没？　

欢迎！欢迎！热烈欢迎！

2010-09-15T23:10:00.000-07:00

一个新生命的诞生就是一个新希望;

一个新生命的未来就是世界的未来；

一个生命的延续就象征着世界和平；

一个生命的成就是国家未来的栋梁。

哈哈…… 欢迎！欢迎！

欢迎谁啊？莫名其妙！

当然是欢迎我新表妹的诞生咯^^

舅母为她取了什么名字呢？表妹到底有多可爱呢？表妹懂我是谁吗？

好期待哦 >.<

有时~~

2010-08-25T10:00:00.000-07:00

有时，我尝试去让他了解，他总不了解;

有时，他问我“谁”、“特征”，他总瞎猜着;

有时，我们会不约而同;

有时，我们会自相矛盾;

到了最后，我才发现原来……

心灵世界

2010-06-13T07:45:00.000-07:00

经过两天的洗礼，身、心、灵得以升华；

两天的洗礼，精神内涵更加充实；

洗礼后，热诚加倍；

日后，实心修练、意志更坚；

将来，成就伟大圣业！

除此之外，这两天也让我更加了解牺牲奉献、尊师重道、忠孝节义其含义与重要性！

Face the fact

2010-05-14T03:20:00.000-07:00

Mission failed, T.T! Although we have lost the game, but we feel glad of it, because we had tried our very best to win the game. Unfortunately that our junior lost their game too! It seems to be our fortune, losing the game...

Anyway, congratz to the girls. Unanimously, they got CHAMPION^^ Congratulation!!!

no doubt ~CHAMPION~

2010-05-11T01:53:00.000-07:00

It is the time for us to play our game. It is time for us to show our talent. We will make it and we will be standing on the stage in front of the crowd!

Happy Mother's Day

2010-05-08T19:10:00.000-07:00

Wish the whole world a very Happy Mother's Day^^

Itchy smile

Man in the mirror

Kid in the mirror

Happy smile

Enjoying mother's day card

Grandma receiving card

Vege here:

Relaxing moment

孙悟空s

Comparison of size of eyes

cousins...s

这天是孤独的，但却很温馨

2010-04-03T20:13:00.000-07:00

《清明时节雨纷纷，路上行人遇断魂，借问酒家何处有，牧童摇摆杏花村》

太阳挂在半空中，害羞的蓝天用一团团棉花似的面具遮盖着，好不像名句所阐述般的情景！有亲自远方来，今天是咱们与好久不见的祖先会面的日子。这天是孤独的，但却很温馨。经过不知多长的时间，我闭着眼地到达了目的地——富贵山庄。今年的清明节不像以往般的热闹，不像以往般的塞车，但那股对祖先思念的气氛依然不减。

一鞠躬，再鞠躬，三鞠躬，外公您好！我是您的孙子张人仁，今天难得来向您问安。您这年来过得好吗？希望您在享福中不忘保佑我们卓家上上下下平平安安^^再见外公，孙子明年的这一天会再来探望您的。

Sports Day

2010-03-26T20:54:00.000-07:00

What did all the people comment about this picture?

Nice ass! LAME

This picture was taken in my school annual sports day, which hold in Stadium Kelana Jaya, PJ.

It was a sunny day, everyone was sweating non-stop... Keep dripping! Neither me^^

NICE ASS... Not again! I was competing, you know? Who was the one running beside me? Mr.Wong Chun Yan~ The one who grabbed my gold medal, T.T!

This year's game was my worst dream ever... Why? It is because I got all 1st........................ runner up for all the events I participated. SAD :(

From another perspective, this was also my the most proud year in my secondary career. Check this out

Yeah! Can you see the one who looked so smart, intelligent, cool... Dressed up like a bat-man without mask! Standing right at the middle of everyone^^ Unanimously, that was me...

Hehe... What will you think of me after finished reading my post? Perasan! "NOT"

What do you think I am doing? Punished by standing under the sun for nothing? Obviously NO! I am a good student... I was ready to lead the people to oath! OK

Kami berikra bahawa kami akan mengambil bahagian...............

Shut up! It's annoying

OK! It's time to prepare lunch!

The End

2010-03-12T18:52:00.000-08:00

Bye grandpa! Wish you rest in peace...

给天下父母的一句话

2010-03-05T08:16:00.000-08:00

最近是学校第一学期考试，真烦恼！两天前是华文作文试卷，在乙组作文中我选了有关孝亲敬老的题目。在文中我不断强调身为儿女或晚辈的我们应尊敬长辈，还有一大堆孝亲敬老的“东东”！

就在昨天傍晚我步行回家的路途中，出乎我预料的听见一阵阵小孩边呐喊与哭泣声，“Daddy, 我不敢了，给我进去屋子，对不起。”这句话从小孩的口中传出了好几遍。好凄凉、可怜、同情…… 原来在我家不远的某一家，有位父亲正要把孩子弃到屋外去。这小孩不停地向爸爸求饶，可是着父亲向冷血般的蛇，还是坚决自己的一套，无动于衷！我很想上前去为这小孩求饶，甚至想对着父亲破口大骂，“你是不是冷血的啊？”、“变态狂”……可是力不从心，我呆在那里一会儿，就忍下痛回家去了。好疼啊！

“小朋友，对不起！每帮上你的忙…… 却只能在这里瞎说。”

到家门外了，我还是可以听见隐微的哭叫声。“真没良心”，我心里想。顿时，我回想起童年的记忆。在我小时候，我也曾遭遇过多次类似的“惩罚”。给一位小朋友一人独处时，他会觉得孤单、恐惧、害怕……这种感觉是很难体会的。他甚至会觉得这世界是黑暗的、无情的。

谁能将那残酷、无情与冷漠的环境带走？

财神到，恋爱之神到，月老公公到！

2010-02-14T00:39:00.000-08:00

哟，真特别的一年啊！由于因缘与时机成熟下，恋爱之神和月老公公陪同财神，来到了我家托我

向大家迎接全新的一年，既是2010虎年。

谁叫学校放假，害到我无法向各位同学赐予最真诚的祝福，真是气死人。呵呵……

首先，在此要恭贺大家新年快乐、恭喜发财、身体健康、万事如意……除此之外，恋爱之神也托我向正在恋爱当中的朋友们说声情人节快乐！至于还是单身，像我这样的朋友们，月老公公也托我向大家抱歉，由于因缘与时机的关系，所以你的爱人暂时还未出现，请大家耐心等待！

在此祝大家：

年年除旧迎新（不是叫你天天穿新衣），

时时身体健康（也不是说能长生不老），

分分快快乐乐（不是叫你天天笑得像白痴），

秒秒开拓自己（更不是叫你不睡觉）…

Ring...... Break time!

2010-02-09T07:25:00.000-08:00

Why am I so naughty? I made people get scolded...

SORRY!

I am the one suppose to get scolded, but I did not?!?! I deserve it, but I did not?!?!

Feel guilty in the moment I knew she get scolded. I apologized to her, instead she said she wouldn't mind but I mind. What can I do for her to make myself feels better?

我等到花儿也谢了

2010-02-06T21:28:00.000-08:00

每个人都在问我到底还在等什么
等到春夏秋冬都过了难道还不够
其实是因为我的心有一个缺口
等待拿走的人把它还给我

每个人都在说这种爱情没有结果
我也知道你永远都不能够爱我
其实我祗是希望你有时想一想我
你却已经渐渐渐渐甚么都不再说

我睡不着的时候会不会有人陪着我
我难过的时候会不会有人安慰我
我想说话的时候会不会有人了解我
我忘不了你的时候你会不会来疼我

你知不知道你知不知道我等到花儿也谢了
你知不知道你知不知道我等到花儿也谢了

每个人都在说这种爱情没有结果
我也知道你永远都不能够爱我
其实我祗是希望你有时想一想我
你却已经渐渐渐渐甚么都不再说

我睡不着的时候会不会有人陪着我
我难过的时候会不会有人安慰我
我想说话的时候会不会有人了解我
我忘不了你的时候你会不会来疼我

你知不知道你知不知道我等到花儿也谢了
你知不知道你知不知道我等到花儿也谢了

你知不知道你知不知道我等到花儿也谢了
你知不知道你知不知道我等到花儿也谢了

你知不知道你知不知道我等到花儿也谢了

Again & again

2010-01-30T23:26:00.000-08:00

Sigh... We lost again! By 2 points, feels really not acceptable, not be worth...

What to do with it??? In addition to make an all-out effort training on physically and mentally!

We can do it in MSSS^^ hopefully*

~CHAMPION~

爱的定义

2010-01-29T07:53:00.000-08:00

~L~O~V~E~

*L~Listen 倾听

*O~Overlook 宽恕

*V~Voice 倾诉/沟通

*E~Effort 努力

The End Of My Career?

2010-01-24T00:57:00.000-08:00

Finally, we lost in the semi-final with unfortunate... Very upset T.T! We had a good start, good lead, but we did not cherished the opportunity. Unconsciously, the lead had gone from us to opponent...

Once again, I lost to my mental. Confidence less, missed up a lot of opportunity, unforgivable miss take, tou fu strength......

Come on, we still have a game to go! Even though we can't be the champion, but we still have to play every single game with determination...

Go go go YC!!! Let's take down the must win game.

We won, but I lost

2010-01-23T03:00:00.000-08:00

好累的一天啊！今早，我校举办了一年一度的“短”型越野赛跑。庆幸的，我得了高年组第五名！不满足:( 算了吧^^ 至少我已尽力了。

嘿，终于到了颁奖典礼！好期待上台的那一刻我。当你台上领奖的那一瞬间，全场为你喝彩、鼓掌，照相机在你面前闪啊闪，简直像个大明星嘛；有时甚至有人倒彩，但没关系。兴奋、光荣…… 已远远超越了这一切。

呜…… 是时候打扫课室了。好脏的橱柜哦！怎么那么多老鼠屎？大嫂完毕后，我和朋友在课室里闲聊、讲冷笑话、扮鬼面。哈哈哈…… 大笑声不断在人群中传出。

铃铃铃…… 放学咯。可怜，可怜！已经累死人了，但回到家没机会休息。换洗、吃午餐、装水，出发咯，去打篮球比赛。

育才对？

5-5

10-5

12-8

20-10……

YES! 赢了，但我输了。我输给了自己，没贡献，只有连连的错误。沮丧、失望、厌恶统统在我脑里不停地浮现。

累累累……

Stressful

2010-01-22T06:29:00.000-08:00

Unconsciously, 2009 passed by me... While, 2010 oncoming towards! Unfortunately, I was already form 5. When ever someone mention about form 5, what will people associate? SPM :-( That is the destiny, fate...

School had started. Originally, it should be happy for me, neither the others. But for me, not this year. Smiling has no longer shown on my face, only stress and pressure! Homeworks, extra- curricular activities, basketball training, competition and so on have filled up my timetable, unbreathable. Lifeless.

Haiz... How should I release all these disharmony feelings?