Saturday, February 26, 2011

Fresh Environment and Experience



Today is the 12th day of my new try out in Taiwan! It's pretty sunny compare to past few days... It was freezing! Two days ago, I planned to go back to Malaysia. This is because there's no courses that I interested offered by all the universities in Taiwan... I was struggling of to make a wise decision. I was pretty afraid of making a decision that I'll regret forever. I had asked for my friends and parents opinion. Most of my friends suggested me to go back and pursue my studies... In other hand, my father had analysed all the aspect that I have to consider of... Anyway, he will support any of my decision, as long as I can study with happiness^^ In the end, I am still the one who need to make the final decision... STRUGGLING! I was confusing... Before I slept, I keep thinking of my final decision, because there's no much time for me to consider! In a sudden,“煩惱無盡誓愿斷” flashed by my mind. In the mean while, I had decided to continue my studies in Taiwan. Although I know I will loss lots opportunities in Malaysia... But I wish that I could have a different experience besides in Malaysia. Perhaps lots off people will say that I am stupid or whatever, but I will not regret of the decision I had made =) In the end, I hope that all my family members and friends will support me... Their supports are my inner energy to keep me on my way...

Tuesday, December 21, 2010

新的一页

好久没抒发心情了,小学式的“心血来潮”想写写部落格=)
高中统考终于落幕了(松一口气)!考完华语(最后一张试卷)八天后的今天,才发觉这八天有如八年般长?!?!天天重复着同样的步伐,起床、吃饭、睡觉、练球、看电影……好像都把考试前所安排好的节目都完成了,即无聊,又闷!考试完后的日子真的很轻松,但却缺少了一种充实感。每天都好像没方向般地过着。不用读书、温习功课、做功课、早睡早起等等学生的日子。这不是我很向往的日子吗?但怎么现在觉得这种轻松的日子显得有些无聊、空虚和漫长?而且,我还开始有点想念上学的日子;想念班上的猪朋狗友;想念老师的责骂、称赞、唠叨……的声音;想念不被尊敬的校长和副校长;想念繁重的课业。我是怎么了啊?变得更成熟了吗?为什么不再讨厌这从前厌倦的日子?由幼稚园升上小学,再由小学升上中学;由天真、活泼、可爱的幼儿变成志气满满的儿童,由志气满满的儿童变成叛逆的青少年,再由此变成怀念从前的有为青年……变变变……人生真的变化无穷啊!
好啦,今天就在此停笔!不,应该是在此停止手指运动^^
本尊又要回到球场上去练球啦,byebye ^_^

Wednesday, October 13, 2010

第一次的赤裸



预考刚结束,心情总算轻松多了,但这这也象征着大考的来临!昨天刚得知华文的成绩,难以接受自己眼前的数目字。心里浮现的除了失望,还是失望,而且是极度的失望,不知如何是好。我一直以来都自认华文为我的“强项”,还是超强的那种哦!结果……顿时间,我觉得自己好赤裸哦,这才知道原来一向来自认为“强项”的强项都是自己对自己一种虚假的肯定。咳……我应该怎么做呢?我的信心会因此被吞没吗?被吞没以后我能自拔吗?我又该如何自拔呢?还是应该避免被吞没? 

Wednesday, September 15, 2010

欢迎!欢迎!热烈欢迎!

一个新生命的诞生就是一个新希望;
一个新生命的未来就是世界的未来;
一个生命的延续就象征着世界和平;
一个生命的成就是国家未来的栋梁。

哈哈…… 欢迎!欢迎!
欢迎谁啊?莫名其妙!

当然是欢迎我新表妹的诞生咯^^
舅母为她取了什么名字呢?表妹到底有多可爱呢?表妹懂我是谁吗?
好期待哦 >.<